Fear me. Fear me not.
It's been a while..
The last time i flared up, it was more than 10 years ago..
At my granny's place, during CNY reunion dinner with my 2 aunties.
It was such a wreck. There were so much vulgarities coming out from my mouth that night. And it had to be against my own blood kin, my dad's sisters. I never regret what i did.. It was all to protect my mom.
Long story short. My parents had divorced for some years, my 2 aunties started bad mouthing my mom in front of me, gave them a nice and harmless warning, they kept talking about it, the more they talked the more agitated i became, frustrated and boiling, Jaime was turned into a T-rex, scolded both of them, they got a shock, both aunties gang up against me, me against the 2 of them while the rest of the family looked on stunned, vulgarities and shouts were heard at the end of the road. Eventually i left because my granny was crying.. That's what happened.
And these few days, my temper is back..! This time, it's my dear useless wealthy cousin. My cousin threatening my brother. I asked my uesless cousin for a meet up? He doesn't dare to meet me. Guess he's scared, scared that i will tear him apart.. :)
I become a horrible person when i flare up. Every word that comes out from this angry body is vicious.. Every plan to bring the enemy down is vicious. Everything about me when i flare up is.. Horrible!
I hate myself when i flare up.
I hate it even more when someone tried to bully my loved ones!
Back off Alan! I'm warning you..
The last time i flared up, it was more than 10 years ago..
At my granny's place, during CNY reunion dinner with my 2 aunties.
It was such a wreck. There were so much vulgarities coming out from my mouth that night. And it had to be against my own blood kin, my dad's sisters. I never regret what i did.. It was all to protect my mom.
Long story short. My parents had divorced for some years, my 2 aunties started bad mouthing my mom in front of me, gave them a nice and harmless warning, they kept talking about it, the more they talked the more agitated i became, frustrated and boiling, Jaime was turned into a T-rex, scolded both of them, they got a shock, both aunties gang up against me, me against the 2 of them while the rest of the family looked on stunned, vulgarities and shouts were heard at the end of the road. Eventually i left because my granny was crying.. That's what happened.
And these few days, my temper is back..! This time, it's my dear useless wealthy cousin. My cousin threatening my brother. I asked my uesless cousin for a meet up? He doesn't dare to meet me. Guess he's scared, scared that i will tear him apart.. :)
I become a horrible person when i flare up. Every word that comes out from this angry body is vicious.. Every plan to bring the enemy down is vicious. Everything about me when i flare up is.. Horrible!
I hate myself when i flare up.
I hate it even more when someone tried to bully my loved ones!
Back off Alan! I'm warning you..
posted by Me at
10/29/2008 06:21:00 PM
1 Comments:
when people start bitching, it only shows how ugly they really are. it is only how much more subtle you can bitch with a smile in their face, no less, that shows how in control of the situation you are. ;)
avoid these people. they are not only useless in the well-being of your immediate family, they make you become so unnecessarily upset (and what a waste of time some more!)
danny
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